Today is the day

Well today is the day...i've been dreading and anxiously awaiting for this day for weeks now.i don't know how it's going to go i pray it goes the way i want it to.i feel so sick in the pit of my stomach i just want to get this all over with i'm just so tired of dealing with all of this all the time. i'm just so stressed out. I feel like i have been through so much in just 3 years before i am even 21 when will things start working out and get better for me...i know i can't have life be good for forever but i think i deserve to have majority of my time good and not stressed or bad or whatever. wish me luck......i'm sure i'll need it.